Soursop

Everytime I go Malaysia for work or for leisure i have this habit of buying soursop back to Singapore if I see them at the Malaysian fruit stalls.
I selected 2 today on my way back from malacca.   1 for my family and 1 for my neighbour.
I was wondering aloud...why did I keep buying soursop?
It was mum's favourite fruit...the voice inside me said. But she's no longer around to eat them...why do I still buy?
The voice said again...mummy likes to eat soursop.
Tears that had stopped rolling for months...rolled again...
I miss her so much... 2 years just passed with a blink of an eye
2 years.. 12 Aug....

听

最近公司发生很多事
好想对你说
好想听妳声音
听妳提我分析
听妳来开导我
但是屋子里
只有风扇的声音

没有您的第二个母亲节

在准备小朋友的母亲节节目
眼泪情不直径的流了
的二个没有妈妈在身旁的母亲节
好想您。好想好想好想好想
您的可爱温柔的笑容
好想再抱你一下
好想好想好想

Alone i walk

Alone i walk
On this rocky path call Life
Boulders and rocks block my path
I trip i fall i crawl
I cry i whine i scream and i cursed
I still need to move on
Before i can see my mum and God
On the other side of the path

1pm. Lunch time! Finally!
A break from a busy morning
With a mind all about work work n more work
I pick up the phone
Wanting to disturb you n hear your voice
Then i realise
You are no longer with me...

Heaven's window

8Among the clouds
A ray of morning sun shone
Shining onto the waken earth
A window it resembles
As if you are peering out
Waving at me from heaven's window
I wave back to you

Shouting out loud like we used to
Morning MaMa! I'm going to work now! Bye! Watch out for papa for me yah?! Love you!
Oh oh boss finally promoted me! Double too!  But salary no change! Love you mama

Passerbys look at me in awe.. I'm after all in hougang..

Its the festive season and I'm missing you badly

The house forever in dust
From.the neighbouring construction
From.your absence of a year
Looking at our photos
I had promised you i will cry no more
But the tears still aren't that obedient

New year?

Happy is no longer in my dictionary
New year seems meaningless
Its another step nearer to the end