孤独星

就像两颗孤独的星星，从远方看到对方

只等，碰到后会不会有火花了

是老了吗

是老了吗?

为何心一动❤，心跳就这样快

这因该是我最后一次心动了吧

已经可以想象会发生的是

为何我还要头露进去

因为从未体会恋爱种的感觉

guardian angel 2 my dream partner

You always appear 

As a big muscular and tall guy

I felt a sense of security whenever you appear 

The last i dreamt u were lying beside me, we were cuddling like a pair of lovers. 

When i ask for more, you were so shy you ran away.

Are you the one? The partner i have been waiting for all these years. I'm aging soon at a fast rate, so please hide no more. 

I am at a house without voice, no one talks. The loneliness is killing cos i have so much to say. 

Where are you, the partner i have been waiting, i have so much to tell you. Please hide no more.

wat family?

The family splits the moment mom left

The family is gone the moment dad decide to shut off from the world. 

The brother i know is dead the moment u put your hands around my neck threatening to kill n rape me

I tried to forgive u. But the scar on my arm tells me not to. 

I wanted to teach u how to survive on your own when i leave, but the stubborn u refused to put down your ego to learn

I wanted to help you save money but you refused thinking I'm using your money

You are one stupid bastard who thinks  you know everything but you do not. This ego of yours will kill u, 

I'm glad i wont be around to see

Your mother tries to teach you but you scolded n abuse her love for u. 

And you are doing the same to your sister. 

N yes i hate you to the core. 

You are like the devil trying to disturb my peace whenever i am reaching the peaceful mind. 

You are the big fat leech sucking me dry of my resources 

I know u hate me. I hate u just as much 

what if

He excitedly show me his new phone. Still nicely placed in the package 

He's waiting for me to help him setup. As always. 

I threw him the qns.. wat if i threw into a fit n never regained consciousness n never make my way home.  

So ypur phone will never be setup?

movie damcing with the wolf

Scene

She arrive at airport, he was there. 

She ran towards him. They hug. She cant control anymore and cried. She had held her tears long enough. The loss of her father was just too much for her,  years of putting up a strong outfront after her mother's death. The strong wall finally brke apart

5 years on

5 years on..

I have my 3 Cs but you are not around to enjoy with me

There are a lot more new delicious eateries but i have to eat alone imagine u are beside me

I have new gossips cant wait to share with you but i can only speak to your altar imagining u can hear me from up there

I want to complain about the nasty people i met at work but i can knly write here in my blog n suck in the anger

I have made new decisions, i wish to share with you.. but .. i can only let my tears roll