The only relative who bothers to come all the way to my place to pay respect to her beloved sister
She has already earned my respect, even though I didn't quite like her when I was younger
Looking at the way she wept at the altar, I can't help but think...where are the others who said "any problems look for us." When not a single call or message was made to ask how are we coping?
I'm not whining. But yet it will be heartwarming to receive some concerns when you are trying hard to accept the new life without mum. Sad.. There were not much from the so call relatives. Friends, temple mates and neighbors were the ones helping me without asking. They called, message to make sure I'm still sane. Thank God for them!
Just a simple incident of a missing old radio can let one see through how a person feels for you.
Don't they understand I just lost my beloved mum? My best friend my confidante? My pillar of strength and sanity?
Can't they just see it from my point of view and give me a chance to explain? No...they did the most childish thing to block me from Social network.
Perhaps it's God's arrangements after all to protect me. Will leave Him to decide then.
