Friday night misses

Friday night
Late working hard
Parties and movies
Seems so long ago
Dates with friends
Laughing and chatting over dinner
Gosh..how long ago was that
Turquoise sea white sandy beach
Zen mood underwater
Oh my...how I'm missing that
My life turns 360
After you left
Dad is my only centre of attention
Giving him all that i was unable to give you
Missing you bad on this rainy friday night
My lupus took a turn
Went back to old fren that i knew
How i wonder why did i have the energy and health last year
And my old friend never strike a single chord
The chaotic dashes to hospital whenever u are unwell
The mixture of feelings
And here i wonder
It must be the power of God that kept me going