Little umbrella

We shared a little umbrella on a rainy day
You're breathing heavily and near
i can feel your eager lips trembling from the cold saying,
you shade yourself I'm fine.
I wrapped my arms around you trying to keep you warm
Your weak and frail body trying to keep up with my pace
Go on you walk ahead, you said with shivering voice
panting u are from the tedious journey
You stopped walking and stopped
With teary eyes you tried to bid me farewell
Pass me the umbrella and coax me to continue the walk
I turned trying to grab your hands
But alas i cant find you nowhere

旅行

就当你去了很远很远很远很远的地方旅行
要很久很久很久才能回来
那里没有postman, 没有电话, 没有internet
完全不能和我们联络
那个地方,未来的日子里我们都回去的

你要好好照顾自己
不要挂念我们
我们会照顾自己
请您等我
我们到那时再见面
妈咪我永远爱你

Happy birthday to me

You brought me to this world
Taught me all i need to know
Gave me unconditional love n endless patience
Stood by me when i was down
Gave me advices and listening ear 24/7
never have i expected last year was the last i hear u sing  happy birthday to me.

2 months

2 months have passed
Oh how fast time flies
After all the hustles and bustles
The house is now quiet
Occasional laughter just to buried the sorrow

痛

回家最痛的是
永远看不到你的慈祥的笑容
永远不能给你爱的抱抱
永远喝不到你的爱心燙
永远吃不到你煮的丰富晚餐
永远不能跟你谈天说地
妈咪。。。好想好想你

Invictus

At a difficult time, there are people who tell me to stop the fight and accept as it is. 
And there are those who tell me to remain strong and never lose the Faith.

Dear Lord, please bless my Mum and let there be a cure for her.  I do not wish to lose her so early..
There are many I love yous that I have not said enough and many I'm sorrys that I have not said.
The many hugs and kisses that I still want to give her.. The many places that I would like to go with her to spread Your good word.
Dear Lord, please I beg... let her live.


Invictus

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

William Ernest Henley

The Iron lady

18 years of roller coaster ride
Tired and worn am I But still I need to move
To be the ironman For my folks to rely on
The comedian to add humour to their lives
The tears and loneliness have to be hidden
Beneath the mask of smiles and toughness
Friends only watch at the sidelines
And shoutout words of encouragement s
They didn't know I really need a shoulder to cry on
and a hand to give me an extra push
Everyone is deceived by my mask of happy laughter

How very much I would like to hole up in a corner and cry out loud
Seeing her frail body just tore my heart apart
Deep inside I knew she needs me more
I have to be strong..I need to be strong