Happy birthday to me

You brought me to this world
Taught me all i need to know
Gave me unconditional love n endless patience
Stood by me when i was down
Gave me advices and listening ear 24/7
never have i expected last year was the last i hear u sing  happy birthday to me.

2 months

2 months have passed
Oh how fast time flies
After all the hustles and bustles
The house is now quiet
Occasional laughter just to buried the sorrow

痛

回家最痛的是
永远看不到你的慈祥的笑容
永远不能给你爱的抱抱
永远喝不到你的爱心燙
永远吃不到你煮的丰富晚餐
永远不能跟你谈天说地
妈咪。。。好想好想你

Invictus

At a difficult time, there are people who tell me to stop the fight and accept as it is. 
And there are those who tell me to remain strong and never lose the Faith.

Dear Lord, please bless my Mum and let there be a cure for her.  I do not wish to lose her so early..
There are many I love yous that I have not said enough and many I'm sorrys that I have not said.
The many hugs and kisses that I still want to give her.. The many places that I would like to go with her to spread Your good word.
Dear Lord, please I beg... let her live.


Invictus

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

William Ernest Henley

The Iron lady

18 years of roller coaster ride
Tired and worn am I But still I need to move
To be the ironman For my folks to rely on
The comedian to add humour to their lives
The tears and loneliness have to be hidden
Beneath the mask of smiles and toughness
Friends only watch at the sidelines
And shoutout words of encouragement s
They didn't know I really need a shoulder to cry on
and a hand to give me an extra push
Everyone is deceived by my mask of happy laughter

How very much I would like to hole up in a corner and cry out loud
Seeing her frail body just tore my heart apart
Deep inside I knew she needs me more
I have to be strong..I need to be strong

Impossible is nothing

all things were seen impossible
for someone like me so vulnerable
with determination and positiveness
impossible is simply nothing

Goodbye my boy

You chose your path

Away from my arms

The world is tough

The nights are cold

The storms are thundery loud

Mornings are now quiet 

No repeated sounds of me brushing teeth

No morning greetings and whistles

Nor non-sensical chatters and screams

2 years have passed and the house still feels empty

The new peace is still awkwardly stale

Even The karang guni man asking

Where is that bird who keeps calling?

I pray daily

For God to guard your path

and be into His Loving Arms