七夕节

七月初七七夕节
牛郎织团圆日
我们母女两却分离
是否会像他们俩
有团圆的一天

Our last night

I slept by your bedside

With my head leaning beside your frail body

Your heavy breathing kept me up

I knew time is running out

The soothing sound of chants from the old radio
Like a lullaby to calm my worried mind

In your semi conscious mind
You awoke from your sleep
Why are you sleeping here? you asked worriedly in your hoarse weak voice 
Take my pillow and sleep..
I declined and tried to pacify you to rest and not to worry about me
That was the last loving words i heard from you..
On this night a year ago...

Our last night

As mother and child.....

一年就这样匆匆的过了
失去的悲伤慢慢复合
思念的痛被忙碌的生活掩盖着
偶尔想起眼泪不知不觉中掉了
大家都说我很坚强
他们却不知我每晚都是用棉被插眼泪
好想给您写封信就像从前您出远门一样
告诉您我们现在过得如何
却怕会扰乱您现在的平静
我好想您。
七夕节
您和我们阴阳分离
但我感觉一直都在
从没有离开

仿佛上天知道没有妈妈的日子我会很难过

恩师安排了这首歌让我带唱

 

感恩天恩师德的疼爱， 为了我这不孝子，安排了很多胘化

 

輕輕的問聲好徒弟　你們近來可如意 

漫漫長夜裏　未來日子裏 　

不要獨自在角落哭泣 

遠方的路雖然多荊棘　

你要勇敢的踏過去

不怕有狂風　不怕有暴雨 

師在風雨之中幫助你

紅塵顛覆造賢奇　徒兒當要磨鍊自己 

沒有師的日子裏　你要保重你自己  

師問徒何時歸故里　你當心中有主意 

為了報天恩　為了了愿立　

再大逆境也要衝過去

Battle with the wolf

20 years of battle
Make us more friends than enemy
I know all about u
When u are going to hit
When u are taking a nap
When I'm badly hit
I take my nap and rest for the next fight ahead
I take my ammunition diligently to ward off your secret attack
But i know one day I'll eventually fell
We cant win a war with the enemy hidden all the time.
Till that day arrive i pray i have the energy to fight on.

思念

仿佛听见您的声音... 一个我很想念的声音...一个我不可能会听到的声音...是否我还在梦境里...只有在梦里才能偶尔看见你...无常把我俩阴阳相隔...
时间把我的痛给慢慢复合...思念却越来越深...一年了..爱我的不离不弃... 不了解我的...无音讯...困境见真情...
日子还是要碍过去...带着坚强面具继续您给我的这个生命...
直到我们母女再相遇

Friday night misses

Friday night
Late working hard
Parties and movies
Seems so long ago
Dates with friends
Laughing and chatting over dinner
Gosh..how long ago was that
Turquoise sea white sandy beach
Zen mood underwater
Oh my...how I'm missing that
My life turns 360
After you left
Dad is my only centre of attention
Giving him all that i was unable to give you
Missing you bad on this rainy friday night
My lupus took a turn
Went back to old fren that i knew
How i wonder why did i have the energy and health last year
And my old friend never strike a single chord
The chaotic dashes to hospital whenever u are unwell
The mixture of feelings
And here i wonder
It must be the power of God that kept me going